Sometimes I really wonder if I will ever get the satisfaction and fulfillment out of life that I desire. It feels like I work really hard and ask a lot of myself with little return. Then I wonder what will happen down the line. In a few years, will I still feel unfulfilled. To be completely honest, I am not impressed by life. At night when I am alone, I really don't see the point in all of this. I guess that is the point of it all. It gives me the opportunity to give it meaning. I hope that I am able to begin giving it meaning soon.

Maybe I am just expecting too much from life...

Right now I am really nervous about what will happen in the next month. Money is tight and job opportunities are not coming in as I would like. I just wish...

--NO! We are going to stop those thoughts right now.--

I have every skill necessary to be successful and I am ready to learn the skills that I do not have. I am learning tons about myself and how the world works. This will be valuable when I am blessed to have more. I will understand the struggle of those who don't have as much. Now that I have my master's I have the time to work hard to meet my goals. I can apply for jobs. I can put my all into YouTube and social media. I can write on this blog to hopefully help whoever may read it...also it gives me an outlet to write productive thoughts. You've got this. You just have to work. It will all work out the way that it is supposed to. Find peace in the fact that your future and your path is already secured for you. You just have to keep doing the good work that you are doing. You are amazing! Believe that. Take a deep breath and fuck it up!


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