Life...

Maybe I am just expecting too much from life...

New Job??

So....I got a job. Well, a new job. It is in food service. Let's just say that I understand why people say that everyone should work food...

Vlogmas (midway)

So I am halfway through vlogmas about. This stuff is kind of tough. Not necessarily the work, but finding time to do the editing. The...

Shame

I am so tired of allowing shame to dictate what I do. I'm not ashamed of who I am...

Putting In the Work

So recently I had an honest conversation with myself. I am always sad or frustrated about where I am in life and how far it is from the...

Voting

I have never voted.

Tension

Do you ever feel utter and complete tension? It feels like with everything going on in life, everything is so tense. Also, in my personal...

New Identity Has A Name

I have been thinking about going by a different name for a while now. As I was going through Instagram seeing if I could secure a...

Think, think again, think some more...

Something that I have truly been wholeheartedly working on is how I respond to certain situations. There have been so many times when I...

Late Night Anxiety

What do I do? Do I medically transition? Will I ever have the money to do so? What if it doesn't help my dysphoria?

Counseling

You are in charge! Going to counseling is not signing into a contractual obligation.

Alone

I do not care if you understand. I didn't ask for your understanding, but if you love me, you will do the research to understand.

Untitled.

I didn't know what to call this. I just realize it has been a minute and I wanted to come back and just have a release. So the last week...

RENT

The room was pitch black besides my laptop screen with Netflix pulled up. My roommate was on the other side of the room in his bed...

Got2BGlued

Child, what the girls on youtube and instagram don't tell you is that your first time wearing a wig is akin to your first time being high.

Look Down

The truth is, I never felt like I belonged at the University of Arkansas...